BeautyQueen

Having suffered a miscarriage a year and 4 days ago, losing my twins was one of the hardest things I have ever gone through, and that's coming from someone who watched there girlfriend die, watching there best friend die from cancer, losing my stepdad and great grandad all within a few years period. Dealing with a miscarriage is never easy, and having talked to women who have had multiple miscarriages, it doesn't sound like it gets any easier, but there are many ways to help cope. Even though it doesn't take the pain away completely, it may help lessen it; how  to deal with a miscarriage Miscarriage hearts: in New Zealand, we have a nonprofit organization called  huggable hearts , which makes rice-filled hearts at any weight you want to comfort you in your recovery. I got two, one for each of the babies I lost when your order; you get one more added on, representing you. Try and look up to see if where ever you are in the world if they have some...

I decided to do the pregnancy tag today because I was meant to be giving birth today. I will answer the questions for a normal pregnancy but with my miscarriage answers if that makes sense. I was seven weeks and six days pregnant when we found out I had miscarried.   1. How and when did you find out you were pregnant? I had a gut feeling that I was pregnant, and on 27 March 2018 , I got my first positive pregnancy test. Two days later, I went to family planning to get a test done there and got a negative pregnancy test. Then on April 1st,2nd and 3rd, I took a test each morning, and three tests were positive. I  went to the doctors on 9th April and got a blood test done, which confirmed I was 4 weeks 3 days along. 2. How did you feel? Excited, upset and confused. I was excited when I got all the big fat postivite and upset and confused with the negative. The only reason I was excited was because I had always wanted to be a mum, and I always thought I couldn't because...