BeautyQueen

It took me so long to write this because my laptop lost internet and I didn’t know how to write this in a way it would make sense and because when writing about a pregnancy you lost, it can be hard not to start to cry, especially when you have to think back to all the memories. 1.) Life is too short Everyone says this, but it took me to get pregnant at 14 to realise it was true. I was ready to be a mum, not that everyone agreed with my decision, but I was. It wasn’t that made me realise it; it was losing them that made me realise, I knew pregnancy lose was a risk for me; my mum had suffered one before, and my grandma on my dads' side had a stillborn plus with my age and my endometriosis I knew it was a risk but realising that my baby’s had died 1 day off being 8 weeks pregnant made me realise that’s baby's life was gone before it even really began.  2.) that not all teenage pregnancy are the same You here all these stories of teen mums losing almost all their friends and ...

first, I use the green elf primer and use a random brush to spear it all over my face I then use simple eye serum, which helps remove the dark under the eyes. La girls liquid foundation is a must. It doesn't last all day but makes my face feel smooth and gives a flawless finish for a few hours. I apply this evenly all over my face and neck with a beauty blender. Sax perfecting base is fantastic; I use all three of the small tubes. The white is an under-eye brightener which I apply with my fingers, the dark tube is a lip prime and plumb, which I use the applicator and hit onto my lips on a side to side motion, and the middle tube is just an eyelid primer which I blend in with a blender. I apply the wake me up concealer to any pimple I have and my under eyes (under the eye brightener) with a beauty blender. I apply whichever shade matches my outfit from the nudes palette with a large angled brush. I apply the volume mascara to my top lashes t...

I decided to do the pregnancy tag today because I was meant to be giving birth today. I will answer the questions for a normal pregnancy but with my miscarriage answers if that makes sense. I was seven weeks and six days pregnant when we found out I had miscarried.   1. How and when did you find out you were pregnant? I had a gut feeling that I was pregnant, and on 27 March 2018 , I got my first positive pregnancy test. Two days later, I went to family planning to get a test done there and got a negative pregnancy test. Then on April 1st,2nd and 3rd, I took a test each morning, and three tests were positive. I  went to the doctors on 9th April and got a blood test done, which confirmed I was 4 weeks 3 days along. 2. How did you feel? Excited, upset and confused. I was excited when I got all the big fat postivite and upset and confused with the negative. The only reason I was excited was because I had always wanted to be a mum, and I always thought I couldn't because...